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The Man in All My Stories

by Mother Rose

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1.
Tall Tales 05:14
I never want to forget The first time we met, girl, you were caught in my eye Tall tales told by a mutual friend A giggle here and a chuckle everywhere We laughed away till the end Oh, the music started to play They cleared the floor, I shuffled over to your crowd Had nothing clever to say But we danced the night away When she’s falling In her mind, she’s laughing Thinking of ways to come back To a place where she’s in constant relief All the questions in her life, she answers Is there more to this life? Says, you have to make good use of your suffering I lost my self in this corridor Each door I closed I’ll never find anymore A new world I’ll never learn to explore A world in which I’ll die and never be reborn I become the tallest tale (A tale no one else will tell)
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Hallways 05:11
Time, it slips away  right out of my hands I can feel it I can see it lose itself Throughout the hallways inside my head In the light of day In the lonely nights I could never I will never find my way around the hallways inside my mind I could never relate to the blood in my veins The sirens, they never meant much to me How I want to be lost inside your head I want to know the words you never said I found your old notebooks Your troubled words I read Inside these corridors You once had hope You once had tears to shed You wrote: “You see, This ain't all I have to offer, boys This ain't the way I pictured it all in my head” No one knows what's in store for me No one knows how it's all gonna end Will I be the one to find the truth? Or will I end up just like you? Blind to the wonders Blind to the moon How quiet and calm it sits idle in the night sky Without any worries in the world Alone Beautiful Licking its wounds The flashing lights I can’t think with all this noise around me The siren’s singing echoes inside my head Take him away I don’t want to see my family crying The blood we shared was nothing but my father’s tall tall tales I hope to never tell I could never relate To the blood in my veins The sirens they never had much to say Hallways Hallways Inside my mind
3.
How am I supposed to really love this girl When she doesn't really know my mindset My thoughts of life How am I supposed to be the one to say Your father isn't up there watching over you To take away the comfort of a life well spent The comfort of a father's guidance Through the unknown Some people say that we won’t last for eternity Well… I don't want it This point of view All I want Is to grow old with you I need to understand that her reality Is as much true to her As mine is to me And love her even more because of all of this That her heart could be at war with mine In happiness “In love, one and one are one”** These words echo inside my head Never to unearth, more words unsaid This is a heavy burden to carry This is a heavy weight on my shoulders But I have found it This point of view All I want Is to grow old with you I have found it This point of view All my life I will take care of you (**= A quote by Jean-Paul Sartre.)
4.
Buckeye 04:23
…And I know you all too well The city lights They drown out the night and I Remember the time When the stars They shined so bright in the The country sky I think I don’t know who I am anymore I wish I could turn off the lights and explore We sang the stars, shooting arrows We sang the moon, shouting, howling! We lost ourselves in the shadows We drowned our tongues in the heat I wish I could promise, I wish I could lie I wish I was someone unstuck in time No one will find me, no one will cry Because of me anymore
5.
When I go driving in the city The moonlight shines bright, inside my mind The memories of the times I fought for your love The memories of the times I fought for you The memories of the times I fought for you You know I love you so When I go driving in the city You hold my hand and all is well You hold my hand and all is well I know I shouldn't fall in love with you You don't wanna fall in love with me, girl  Cuz I don't know what I wanna do With this lonely little life I live Life I live I will marry you I will bury you In the little grave Where I lay my head Every single day Since you passed away, my love When I go driving in the country The night sky illuminates my mind The night sky illuminates my mind I know I shouldn't fall in love with you You don't wanna fall in love with me, girl  Cuz I don't know what I wanna do With this lonely little life I live Life I live I will marry you I will bury you In the little grave Where I lay my head Every single day Since you passed away, my love
6.
Throw away Another page Lost words I will never say It’s times like these I... I am your monster I am your pressure Oh, so faceless I am, I am... Take this time Away from me It's making me think too much It's making me see That all I have done In this life of mine, well I don't have a problem It's safe inside of me As long as you all just leave me the fuck alone Will you all forgive me when I finally Become who I'm supposed to be Someone no one knows It's times like these, baby I want to be alone I am your monster I am your pressure Oh, so faceless I am, I am… I don’t know if I could feel it I don’t know if I could be it The man I know you can believe in I am your monster I am your pressure Oh, so faceless I am, I am…
7.
This is my life This ain't yours But the only thing I really want to do Is be with you I just want to see this through I understand I don't have time Things I carry will be carried through the rest of my life Stand by me, girl I need your help I need your soul I need your eyes To guide my way To guide my way Cuz your heart isn't enough Your heart isn't enough I'd be foolish not to know that could fail Girl, you know I'll always wanna take it on myself All the worries in my head, dead Can you help me fight it all away Help me carry all this weight Stand by me, girl I need your help I need your soul I need your eyes To guide my way To guide my way Cuz your heart isn't enough Your heart isn't enough I taught myself to never walk away I taught myself to never ever complain But girl you know I'll follow you wherever you stray I just want to hear you say the same Cuz your heart isn’t enough Your heart isn’t enough Stand by me, girl I need your help
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9.
Come Back 03:13
There was a time when I wanted to forget Forget it all and let it go Until you woke up beside me And said, “Come back to me You're slipping a— Away from my life Away from my soul Away from being there for your little girl Hey, you wanna make this right? Come back to this world Don’t you make us worry Worry!” All my friends say that I have a problem That I could never quit on my own They say it brings out the worst in me But all my friends say They don't wanna go They don't wanna go home All my friends say They don’t wanna go They don’t wanna go home They're running away Away from their lives Away from their homes Away from all the bullshit that won’t let go “Hey, you wanna make this right? Come back to this world Don’t you make us worry Worry!” Or was I the one to say it That I don't want to go home Why did you ask me to come back? Wasn't I always here? Huh? Where did I go? Where did I go? Where did I go?
10.
In My Shoes 04:50
Tell me Tell me, when I leave Will I be home With the one I love Home Without your love Tell me Tell me, when I leave Will I be remembered For what I’ve done Remembered For what I’ve become You don't know Well, you don't know, baby You don't want to be in my shoes, darlin’ You don’t know Well, you don’t know, baby You don’t want to be in my shoes I've been down to this Hopeful Island I've been found in the pride of Coward Bay I found the teachings of a willful senior I found the lessons of a coward and a life well saved You don't know Well you don't know, baby You don't want to be in my shoes, darlin’ You don’t know Well, you don’t know, baby You don’t want to be in my shoes Can’t you try to forget We’ve created life so beautiful She’s beautiful Please ignore these empty bottles No one will ever love you more Yes, no one will ever love you more
11.
A Better Man 03:31
I felt the weight of the world on my shoulders I saw the light in his eyes go out like a flame On a candle That was burning bright on a shelf On a mantel In a house where nobody lives What will happen to me if I follow through? I promised dad I would never get older I'll never touch another drink in my life I saw what it did to this family over and over No, never again Never again I’ll show… Show my family I could be a better man A better man A better man A better man But no one believed me No one believed a word I said I can't stare up at this ceiling forever This room is spinning around and around They come knocking on my door Like many times before They want to watch me slip until oblivion They want to watch me fall until oblivion Once again I fall asleep once again Once again And everyone's watching me Watching me sleep (Pour me another drink, man) I want to lose control Just one more drink and I'll be fine I want to lose control Of what I've held inside I want to lose control I want to lose control I want to lose control Of what I've held Show me something I've never believed in I want to know that there are things in this life that are fucking real I can't hold on to anything anymore It's over, I’m done Never again Never again I know All I want is to sink and feel nothing at all
12.
Creatures 03:07
There's creatures in my head They yell at me, "Sisyphus is dead!" You wanna be in my head? You wanna be—— There's pictures in my head I wanna show him I can't imagine him dead He's a better man than I am All the lovely creatures in my head Stay with me until my dying day “Don't walk behind me I may not lead Don't walk ahead I may not follow Just walk beside me And be my friend”** All life's a mystery It will not end It’ll one day end, my friend Should I picture myself happy Like Sisyphus once did Should I picture myself happy Or place a gun to my head All the lovely creatures in my head Stay with me until my dying day (** = A quote by Albert Camus, maybe.)
13.
When I was a little younger My dad taught me to hold my head up He taught me to walk these streets with gusto, with gumption Now I'm a little older Buzz drunk, got no one to shoulder Talking to myself every night Every morn' The silence of the night How it beckons me I want to crawl away Into the safety of my mind and my insanity Where nobody can confide in me No one will notice Notice when I Keel over and die Keel over and die I know I'm wrong But it feels so right There's someone in my head telling me I might Lose it all over a fire when it's burning bright Oh, I'm never—I’m always— I’m never gonna win the fight No one will notice Notice when I Keel over and die Keel over and die When I finally go Will you tell of all my glories Cuz I tried my best to become The man in all my stories When I was a little younger You taught me to hold my head up You taught me to walk these streets with gusto, with gumption Now you’re gone and I’m all alone here My family done run out on me cuz Everyone will either die on me or lose faith in me No one will notice Notice when I Keel over and die Keel over and die Keel over and die Keel over and die
14.
They say you loved her the first time you met They say a lot about you Sometimes they talk about you, filled with regret Sometimes they say you don't deserve it at all You left me alone in this world To go drink with devils and burn it All away, all of it, all away And now you're gone What did I do to you? What am I worth? Where did you live for so long? I heard you sang songs to mom that you wrote Has anyone heard your last song? You left me alone in this world To go drink with devils and burn it All away, all of it, all away And now you're gone You called me Rose! You called me Rose! You called me Rose! You called me Rose! You called me Rose You left me here all alone with this name That means nothing more to me now than anything you ever taught me I heard you used to dance with my mother I heard you two had different beliefs But loved each other so much that none of it mattered I heard you wanted to marry her And thought that you were gonna outlive her But look at you now We had to burry you! I heard you stopped writing just before you had me And that you started drinking because you thought it would help Or at least that’s what my mom says But then you lost control You talked a lot about Camus and Sartre And all that existential bullshit Mom said you talked a lot about how your own dad died And that you didn’t really miss him But we know you did Did you think we wouldn’t miss you? Huh?

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Dedicated to the fathers in our lives, whether they were there for it or not, and to the fathers we will become.

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released March 8, 2020

Mother Rose is
Ruly Rivas / Christian Rivas / Edgar Rose /
David Hernandez / Tony Rivas / Snoopy Hernandez

All songs written and produced by Mother Rose
Lyrics by Ruly Rivas

Recorded at Kings & Queens Studios
Mixed & mastered by Frankie Valentine

Art design by Josh Patterson
joshpattersondesigns@gmail.com

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Mother Rose is an indie rock band from Southeast Los Angeles.

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